Woke up needing understanding of my situation.  A bookmark I had never read made it’s appearance, it was the answer to my dilemma.

This being human is a guest house, every morning a new arrival.  A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness  comes in as  an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all !  even if they’re a crowd of sorrows who violently sweep your house empty of it’s furniture.  Still treat each guest honorably, he maybe clearing you out for some delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing and invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes because each has been sent as a guide from beyond.

Rumi

Satnam