We all experience different Christmases in life, depending on what is happening in our lives.  Nobody ever said they would all be good and full of cheers.  This particular one is to me the worst I have ever experienced.  I have felt alone, abandoned, not heard, and not loved several times  in my life, but this year takes the cake.  We are all supposed to cheer one another through life especially if you are a healthcare professional.  We are there as support after all for all who are suffering, we are expected to lift others,  it’s our duty.  But when emotions are so up and down and when hope is only in your visualisations it tends to get almost impossible to see that light at the end.  So don’t give up no matter what is happening.  All our prayers are being heard we just have  to trust with incredible faith.  For now I’ll just re read last year’s Christmas blog and remember my Happier Christmases.  Like the song says.  “If you cant be with the one you love, then love the one you’re with.

Satnam

Have you ever felt like that?  be truthful with yourself. This between you and God.   Before considering think of the negatives of the situation, what your new life will not have anymore.  As well as the positiveness of your new life of choice.  Then pray genuinely, attend good groups, use the professionals, don’t judge, but feel and go forward on your journey, you have learned many lessons, Master.

Satnam

For years now, I have been criticized for being too laid back.  I really felt that something was really wrong with me.  Even in public bathrooms the person in the stall next to me puts down her pants, pees, and flushes an I wait patiently for urine just to flow easily.  But the fast ones cannot possibly understand this, because fast, faster, fastest is all they know.  I am more of a Kapha type better known in Ayurveda.  You just don’t rush a Kapha, it will never work.  So I became a Kundalini Yoga teacher which fits me absolutely fine,  I could talk to other teachers with ease because they too understand the importance of slowing down.  Some people totally understand me and we can have meaningful conversations, then on the other hand there are the fast, faster, fastest type that think I am an absolute nut!  The thing is we have to achieve a sense of balance in  our different views in life.  I don’t ever expect the fast faster fastest ones to ever understand simply because their minds are up somewhere darker.  And if you ask me to think like the Speedy Gonzalez, well I just can’t, not interested, not for me.  No thank you.   So now, I know there was nothing wrong with me.  After years of study of Massage Therapy and the wonderful Modalities of this type of work, that included Meditation and Yoga and then finding a chapter in my book” Whatever arises love that”  called”  The importance of slowing down” I know better and must pass it on.  It’s my duty as a human being.

Satnam and Namaste

I read that somewhere long ago.  This morning on FB I listened to Tony Robbins speak about the same thing.  I always thought it was good advice and lived by that, feeling I was practicing my spiritual path  to wisdom.  But I now realize that my goodness was not genuine.  I was acting good, and practiced good but it was really  words without action to really help someone in need.  Because deep down inside we can’t really help others, who can do that?  With money being so hard to come by for most middle class people and dog eat dog attitude that took over our country, how in the world can we sit back and be good examples to our community? And truly be there for one another.  My passion changes as I age and grow and learn, it has reached a stage to care for the elderly, because I am there and feel so neglected.   So I am using the principles of using death as my advisor, maybe others will join me in doing so as if it’s our last act.  Make it a good one.

Satnam

December 8th was John Lennon’s last day on earth.  Let’s remember this quote today.

It matters not who you love, where you love, why you love, when you love, how you love .  It matters only that you love.

John Lennon

Satnam

Something I did regularly when I lived at my home.  Somehow it was all of major importance to me.   To honor the cycles of nature that renew our energies and refresh our souls.  So tonight is the last Super Moon of 2017 and although I cannot follow the ritual the way I would have previously, I mentally did it and rather well at that.  It is rather easy for me to visualize something that feels so right.  And there is not a better way to ask for help from above.  Along with prayers, meditation and the magical energy work we have been given,  rituals to the universe is the path of least resistance for us as human beings.  Let us evolve along mother nature.

Satnam and Namaste