It will never work.  This is what came through this afternoon after asking for a divine answer to my dilemma.  I didn’t know what to do, so,  I prayed and waited patiently.  I came to understand that I’m a square peg trying to fit in a round hole and it’s not working.  The great books I have been reading and studying for years have helped me to understand that I must go with what my heart wants, a square peg,  And say no to what others call logical, safe  and secure, and what is expected I do, a round hole.  No wonder I have been so torn,  I have been doing what others want for me and disregarding what my heart wants.  No more.   So what if  people think I’m crazy, I’ve reached that point  that  I can ask,  who really cares?  ALS is a difficult enough condition, don’t tell me to accept what is unacceptable, it  will not work.

Satnam